CRAZY BEAT THINK TANK..

2008-03-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

people! im moving to lj. so pls leave a comment to be added. i might make it a private!

http://littlekettlepot.livejournal.com

xD

2008-03-13T23:45:00.000-07:00

ling ling came over today to study with me. hehehehe. long time no see! but the crazy woman ended up insisting we take lots and lots of retarded pictures. hohohho. so here are our master piece. i look so shitty. LOL!

im too lazy to rearrange e pics according. so ya. wadeva! 10-yrs friend! dun so depress le. muz study hard k. 2 yrs will pass by with a wink of the eye! xD love love.

2008-03-12T12:04:00.000-07:00

bio was fine. at least i understood wad e teacher was saying. maths was kinda horrible. all e symbols driving me nuts. and e LT was super super super freezing COLD! but i mus sae mr koh is a nice nice nice teacher! xD

alrite. im so so so tired. gonna go bed soon. no lectures tmr! yeah yeah yeah. ooooh. and we're gonna haf a change of econs teacher. argh. need to do some stupid mindmap. i dun even noe wad i've been learning. gosh gosh gosh.

anyway, bye ppl. im gonna go study and finish up gp grp work tmr. sigh. sad man. and i wanna cut my hair!! why isnt she replying. hmmm.

2008-03-10T23:02:00.000-07:00

chem lectures were horror. tat teacher jus go on and on and on. gosh. couldnt catch much. and the guy sitting in front of me so random la. keep turning behind to ask me qns and qns. is nt my fault tat tmr has chem lectures again rite. haha. dun gif me tat look.

lectures were supposed to end at 3. but my favourite ms khoo onli let us off at 4.10. and onli the four of us. HAHAAH. we gt special attention la. lol. how to finish 3 in such a short time. hahaha. we onli did til qn3 and wanted to run out. but she caught us. and we had no choice but to finish qn6.

boooo. but i muz sae she was really patient la. cos i keep asking e qns qns and qns. been trying out VA since i got home. and i muz sae i wanna DIEEEE! i onli knew 3 qns out of 7. and im stuck at e other one. shesssssh.
im asking my sis to help me out. honestly, i dun expect much. hohoho.

alrite alrite. im tireddddd. gonna wake up early in e morning to do more work. since lectures wun be starting tat early. bye bye ppl. oh. and i got my 130 bucks calculator. i trying to figure out how to use. and how to put games in. muahaha!

2008-03-09T21:41:00.000-07:00

my daddy's bicycle got stolen AGAIN!

twice.

grrr.

idiotttttttttttt.

anyway, im super tired.

been walking round and round today.

im off.

lectures from 9am-3pm tmr.

RAHHHHHHH.

anyone has ne-yo's because of you?!? =(

2008-03-08T22:36:00.000-08:00

the msg-es and phonecalls are jus too overwhelming.

GRRRR.

give me a breakkkkkkkkk.

life man!

i jus threw my sister's wallet out the window and into e drain.. hahaha. 'sjus down dere catching it.

and vicky! hope u're fine fine fine. OXOX.

2008-03-07T23:30:00.000-08:00

yeah yeah. last day of skool. im so so so HAPPY la. but lessons end at 1.30. boo. when many other classes end at 12.30. so nt fair. HAHA. lessons were fun. lectures were alrite. as usual some parts are nt understood by me la. lol. so gonna work hard during the holiday!! xD

saw caz and xiang ai at tm when i was meeting e guys&gurls. i miss everyone! wenbin looks cool! and hy had a lenless specs. hahaahaha. had much fun toking and stuff. and got sab's present. going her hse for surprise was GREATTT too, haha. she was really touched. and we gt to eat yum yum food prepared by lily.

so yup, im gonna rest a few days before i start doing all e studying and stuff. god! march is a busy month for me. hahaha.

march 07- sab's birthday.
march 14- caz's birthday.
march 15- hongyen's birthday.
march 19- shu hui's/roxane's birthday.

and many many more. im too tired to tink. hahaha. gonna go dl a few more games for my phone den im off to bed. ooh. and thanks justin! for e web. xD i know u wun see tis, too bad.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA! lovelove.

2008-03-05T15:06:00.000-08:00

ran 2.4km today with my muscles aching. hahaha, tat teacher is hilarious la. keep heh heh heh-ing. HAHAHAHA. funny funny. and yup. run run run. ivana and belinda were really nice, waiting for me when i cant catch up. lol. and yeah. i ran almost 3 rounds without stopping. woo. xD

so tat bio teacher is so super duper nice. let us off 30 minutes earlier. and yup. im back home. early early. so happy. hahaha. and im feeling sick. goshhhh.

im off. need to print out e 3 articles for gp.

2008-03-04T22:45:00.000-08:00

today is so so so tiring. goshhhhh. all til 5 plus. i was almost falling asleep in all e tutorials and lectures. boring. i couldnt understand econs. and guess wad. suay or suay. im e gp rep! ogosh o gosh. so yup, im supposed to help the nice yet eccentric teacher. hahaha! soon, i'll be collecting money to buy e files and stuff. booooo.

3 periods of no chinese almost killed me. lucky i found willie in e library and we studied together. thank god. xD and yup, made another friend! he's a nice guy.

anyway, yup, im too tired ready. hasnt been a good day today. ppl are jus driving me nuts. and seriously, dey're e ones who're nuts. grrr. angry. and ya, maths day game thingy is kinda fun ya. hahahahaha. funny funny.

pe tmr. hope my muscles will stop aching so tt i can run. hohoho. and my mummy is mad cos i need my pe shirt tmr. and she haven washed it. gahhh. bye bye ppl, im happy. tmr lessons finish at 130! XD

2008-03-03T19:27:00.000-08:00

skool was fine today. cept tat its one of e days tat ended e lastest. gosh! and i got caught for my skirt. my mummy alter til its so short. grr. felt so uneasy e whole day. hahaha. mr ong is nice! i tink so. though i haf no idea wad he's teaching. xD

anyway, pe was great today. despite having ran 4 rounds. hahaha. cos i love love love mrs koh. she's so motherly and understanding la. and e weather was so so fabulous. haha. so glad tat i could still run aft such long long time of nt exercising. yeah! happy happy. but i hate e suicide part. sprints and sprints. hate them!!

gp was shyt. got an eccentric gp teacher. gosh. but e stuff we did in class was kinda fun. and i did e presentation! xD i hope i was reading it fine. hoho.

okok. so chem sux. cos i totally hate tat teacher. and i hate doing va. sheesh. and she stole our 30 minutes break. bishhhhhhh. and dere's make-up lessons at 4 tmr. awwww.

and and. i wonder wad im gonna do for e 3 period mt tmr. sigh. im gonna be a loner for 2 hrs. idiotttttt. if onli i found someone who doesnt take chinese too. grrr. hahahaha. alrite alrite. gonna continue printing my notes/lectures/tutorial stuff. so much la! grrrrrr. bye bye.

2008-03-01T12:55:00.000-08:00

was supposed to go jogging. but me and ling were too lazy to get out of bed. and it was raining-i think. hahaha. so ya. next time! =X

lunch today was prepared by my elder sis. she suddenly had e urge to cook. so ya ya, PASTA & SALAD! xD xD xD
then met e class in e afternoon. leap years was greattttt. wasnt tat touching to me though. except e part where raymond let her go. the guy is so so so so nice. sob sob. ahahaha. but ling and bing cried almost thruout e show. LOL!

steam-boated at bugis. it felt great jus sitting ard eating/toking/crapping. seriously! i miss tat feeling. and its super funny when dey played e shouting game. HAHAHA. everyone was staring at us.

stood ard bugis. den we were on our way home. took pics too! hahaha. den we played 5 10 15 pn e train, such attention seeking ppl we were. LOL. but it was really fun playing and making so much noise. and and yunni was so super high. hahaha. we continued playing e shouting game on our way to interchange. funny funny funny!

so yup yup. im gonna go blow my hair and slp. really muz study tmr le. redox redox redox. booooo. mummy and daddy's coming back tmr. xp

2008-02-29T12:34:00.000-08:00

skool was fine! so glad tat i haf no chinese. hehehe. and made new friends. its like so cool. making friend with a twin. and i muz sae we experience e same prob!!! lol. anyway, dere's so many ppl joining interact now. like 100 over. !#&$%^ im afraid we'll haf some interview lor. but thank god! hui hoon, my orientation leader is in charge of all e names. so yea yea, me and vera are advantaged! xD but its really fustrating to know how much ppl complain/discriminate ppl in interact yet dey're still joining it in e end. gosh! assss man.

L-ed today. it ws super super nice/great/fabulous with a BIG CAPITAL F!! i love love love it.and the lil' boy F, so cuteeeeee la. and L is so so so so adorable as well. its jus a pity tat .... -not gonna sae out e story. hahahaha. anyway, rmb to stay aft e special thanks slides, dere's like a 2 minute ending at e back. hahahaha. ooh, and one candid line from L, so touching can.

NO MATTER HOW GIFTED YOU ARE, ONE MAN ALONE CAN NEVER CHANGE THE WORLD!

alritey. jus gonna end here. i wanna slp slp slp. jogging tmr with my ling ling! lol. yes yes, i can do it. den its class outing tmr. xD miss everyone!

the road ahead,
the most romantic love song playing,
the atmosphere,
even sitting next to you,
everything jus aint right.

2008-02-28T23:47:00.000-08:00

I ~~HATE~~ LURVE CHEMISTRY! oh god. hahaha.
its already 11 plus and im still nt slping.
gonna finish up at least til qn 18!
grrrr.
and im so glad.
finally found my partner to slack wif me tmr!
SHERMAINE LIEWWWWWWWWW! xD
cos my lessons end at 12, but e gates open at 1pm.
so dumb la.
grr grr grr.
alrite i need to be off NOW!!
L tmr. yeah yeah.
heard e show is super nice.

looks are so so so deceiving.
=X
im sickkkkkkkk.

2008-02-27T20:00:00.000-08:00

skool was fine tday. so glad dere wasnt pe. jus tok tok. i love chemmmmm. hahaha. sort of manage to catch all tat was said tday. haha. thank god i studied last nite. and i finally know e general formula thingy. finding x is easy, but y is a lil' challenging. grrr. finishing e chap tmr ready, so i reckon i should just try to finish all tat myself tonight. xD

skipped econs lectures tday. cos we queued for e uniform for one hr pus plus plus. gosh! almost killed myself. lol. next time dey should jus haf a online order thingy la. hahaha! and i seriously hate our pe shirt. i wanna get e hse shirt! mine's grey. i was wishing for red or orange. boo.

interact orientation was fine. nt e games though. hahaha. our grp was last. and selestine is super disgusting. keep touching me wif soap. eew. but of cos i gt my revenge. =P anyway, im joining international service and e kidsRead scheme. yea! gonna be fun fun fun. i love interact!

oooh, and i've signed up for e NDP cheerleading! yeahhhhhh. gonna be so fun. hahaha. wasnt easy for me to find company. but i still found yunni and madeline who'll be joining as well. yea yea.

alritey. im so hungry. dinner dinner. den i do some studying. chem chem chem. econs econs econs. since i'll onli haf these 2 tmr. xD

2008-02-26T14:20:00.000-08:00

jus got back from skool. so glad tat dere's onli 2 lectures today. i love love love gp. i tink its kinda interesting! hahaha. but chem is driving me nuts. esp e general formula part. gosh! tt lecturer din explain properly can. grr grr grr.

and i really hate e part tat we haf to queue and queue for the lecture notes. so ma fan! anyway, got out class today! and im so so so happy! cos S06 consists of 7 haisians. hahaha. and dere's onli 3 pathetic guys. lol! and dere's pe tmr. omgoshhhhh. horror. i jus pray hard tt im nt e last! haha.

ohhhh. and e guy called me ready! i can go collect my phone.weeeee. but gotta wait til daddy is free. which is like nt so early. booo. nyway, im gonna print e lecture slides and go study le. xD

2008-02-25T19:26:00.000-08:00

lessons were a bore today. almost died. or i should sae i died. yawned more den i ever did and i almost thot the lecturers were speaking foreign language. seriously! the lecturers shd jus let us study ourselves la, since dey dun make a diff in my learning. auditorium was super duper freezing tday. gosh. super sian. gonna start reading my sis's notes later. i need to study hard now!!!

rushed home aft skool to change and meet mummy. mac-ed for lunch. and went to exchange my running shoes. e size were far too big and i saw someone wearing wad i bought. sheesh! so i went to exchange another at century. everything olso no size. grrr.

so i keep asking e guy to help me check whether haf tis shoe tat shoe. make him run ard e place. hahahaha. in e end, i decided to get another adizero mana, cheaper den wad i've gotten. so i bought a sports bra with e balance. yeah! so happy! xD

came home slack slack awhile. and daddy wanna meet me at tm. grr. jus when i was settling myself at home. hahaha. and stupid singtel. everywhere dun haf the phone i wanted. so i was kinda pissed la. wait so long finally my daddy agree but still cant get it.

so daddy brought me to simei. and yessss! dey can get it by tmr. but its e brown. wanted e purple de. but i guess purple aint tat nice olso la. so yeah yeah! im getting my brown phone tmr! FINALLY! xD xD xD

okok. im a happy gurl today! cos im so so so excited for my new phone. lalalala~ hope i'll get my class soon. and and. i need to go study later! booo.

2008-02-24T18:11:00.000-08:00

outing with my dearest vicky was GREATTT. hahahaaha. she's still as sotong as ever. hehehe. my stupid! xP cj07 was alrite. but the voices are pei yin de. so feels really weird. den we went tok tok eat eat.

lalala~ watched ps i love u with my sister aft tat. hahaha. two movies in a day. was kinda disappointed with e movie i guess. it din show how much hardwork e guy put in and many many details werent included. so ya, i like e book so much better!

lalalala~ went to get my sports shoe tday. got e adizero, same one as my sis. aint veri nice, but i like the fact tat its super light! wheee. got size 6, the smallest dey haf. so im kinda regretting it now la. it doesnt fit my feet. boo! so i tink im gonna go exchange it tmr. ARGH!

im feeling so lazy. yawns. skool tmr! bio, chem and exon lessons tmr. hope it'll be interesting!! lalalala~ off for dinner. xD

2008-02-23T11:11:00.000-08:00

orientation nite ytd was GREATTTT. hahaha. kinda glad tat i went. lalala~ ARES WON!!!!!! yeah yeah yeah. and the mass dance was great despite us not knowing the steps well. who cares, we still enjoyed it. lol. dere's also a band performance aft tat which got everyone super duper high. yeah yeah. so now, im losing my voice already. awww. and my muscles still hurts. hohoho.

alrite. im super hungry. haven had my breakfast/lunch. gonna find some food. lalalala~ out with vicky later! yeah. miss her loads! xD

2008-02-22T14:39:00.000-08:00

alrite. im jus back from skool. super sleepy now. cos i've been under e sun for a long long time. plus all e cheering and disgusting water games. hahaha. volunteered myself in almost all e games la. esp e 1st one. haf to put e whole face in e water den use e mouth to pick up e spec and stuff. EEEW!

den dere lame ones. plus a super gross one. flour ,ketchup and water. gosh!and we haf to roll over. my god! e smell of those make me wanna puke. haahahaha. super scary.

din wait for e cca stuff. cos my nice little jocelyn is helping us. hahaha. im joining interact! yes. wanted to join e cip cca a long long time. thot tpj dun haf. but yeah! they have it. so im joining im joining im joining. guess squash is a lil too weird for me. LOL.

im still contemplating if i shd go for tonight's events. liting isnt attending cos she's gg for sajc concert. booo. shd i shd i. kinda sian leh. lalalalala~ see how ba. im gg bath soon and haf a little nap. yawns. i tink im sun-kissed! hahaha.

oh. and kok leong msg-ed me tday. its like waaaaaaa. super surprised. and he told me many many stuff tts happening over dere. pity him la. he super ke lian. hahaha.

2008-02-21T20:33:00.000-08:00

2nd day of orientation. gosh! so tiring. but at least i feel so much more comfortable with my grp. as usual, the talks werent useful at all. some crap la. lol!

den we got choir aud. which everyone was luffing so much aft. diao. told e guy a million time i cant sing. yet he insisted i jus sing smth. make me sing and sing, somemore e otave gets higher and higher. lol! so i jus anyhow and told he i cant reach e higher ones. lol!

mss dance was fun! but we had a hard time learning. the couple day was a disaster la. cos the leaders din really teach well. like so fast and unclear. booo. if nt we'll haf a much fun time dancing. hahahaha.

game of life. stations aft stations. gosh! torture us onli. from one end to other end of skool. did cheers and cheers. im losing my voice. and my legs are aching. hahaha. haven exercise for a long long time. XD

so yup. today was FUNNNNN! hehehe. and i tink james looks cute. wahahahaha. rando. looks cuteeeee too. even liting thot so. hahahahahahaahaha. and he's from hsc!! my goodness. never see him before lor. lol.

okok. im off. gonna learn e mass dance properly. sheesh! and wad cca should i join?!?! its e signing up tmr. boooooo. joc jus called. so many things to bring tmr. i bet e wet games will make us super dirty. eeeew.

2008-02-20T17:29:00.000-08:00

gahh! woke up at 630 today. hahahaha. unlike my sis 530. XP anyway, skool was sucky today! esp when all ur friends aint in e same grp as u and u get so lonely. dey so purposely can. not fair nt fair. im in ares grp 33. gosh. made some friends ya. but its still kinda hard to communicate wif them, somehow lor. sian.

dere, matthew&jocelyn- our ogls. olivia, samantha, rebecca,vivian, dunno who , dunno who,yu jun, samuel, me, qian hui, shi yu,dunno dunno dunno, joanne, hong xiang,lynn, liting, philips, dunno. alot of guys has really hard to memorise chinese name! GOSH! unlike mine, haha. i tink everyone knows my name la.

ppl dere are kinda yaya papaya. hard to click la. but i thot phillips was nice. he told me abt how our skool is so popular bcos of lalalalala~ and how much ppl dun really like lalalalala~. i was like luffing all e way la. HAHAHAHAHA. he's in squash! and i thot squash is kinda fun? god! wad cca shd i join?!?!? hmmmmmmmm.

oh. and matthew is really funny! cos i tink dey saw me zao during break. so he called me if i left skool ready. i sae ya. den he sae pls come tmr. i was like okokokok. HAHAHAHA! den he still ask me wad size i wear and stuff. so niceeeeeeeeee. matthew so sexy, he looks like whooo. matthew so handsome, he look like whoo. matthew we love u. matthew we want you. matthew we need you. hahaha. okok. tats one of e cheers. oh. his hp numer has e same 1st 4 digit as mine! X)

had lunch with sheryl, ceputra and zhu. the haising gang! hahahaha. decided to cancel e dinner today after all. gosh. when will we meet again? hahaha. and and and saw.... JOHNSONS when i was going home. hahahahahaha. my heart nearly dropped out. lalalala~ but i was really really far from him. awwww.

tmr til 4. gosh! pls god. tell me it'll be fun. im kinda traumatised already.dere's kim, the kids central gurl. the temaske sec gurl in jack neo's show. and mark from hsc whose my overall in-charge ogl for ares. met many many primary skool friends too. STEFFI! i tink i saw her. and and and i saw selestine. hahaha.

ok. i really hate orientations. gosh! pray pray pray. tmr will be fun fun fun fun. and i'll make more more more more friends! XD no more shopping tmr. =(

TELL ME TPJC RAWKZ!

2008-02-19T09:40:00.000-08:00

yup yup. jus back from breakfast with mummy.hahahaha.
woke up at 630 am today.
wow. the earliest ever.
got the msg from moe.
and yup, im posted to TPJC.
awwww.
im nt sure if its gd or bad.
but owells,
i'll jus haf to see how e skool is like tmr.

ok. so i've finished 10 eps of they kiss again.
hahahaha.
some parts are really boring.
and the conflicts between e couple seems to be endless.
lol.
blah blah blah.

alritey.
off to bath and im going out to get some stuff.
i tink i can slp til 630 tmr!?!?
hahahaha.
XD

i jus need time to think.
its not what i want, i know tat.

2008-02-18T20:42:00.000-08:00

first day of no work!
woohooo.
F-R-E-E-D-O-M!
im happy happy happy happy.
been watching they kiss again/started with a kiss2 since morning.
but im onli at ep 6. so slow.
hahaaha.
im finding joe handsome again!
omgosh gosh gosh!
and arron is super cute in ep 6.
funny funny funny!

oh! and i went loyang tua pek kong.
watched the ba jia jiang from taiwan.
all i can says is- an unusual experience.
hahhahaahaha.
the temple is super crowded.
XD

alrite alrite. back to my show.
think my sister wanna use e com later.
den i can read my book.
i love reading!!!
<3

and huling saw u-noe-who!
hahahaha.
sorry eh.
was toking on e phone,
so cant let u share ur excitement!
hehehehehehe.
=X

2008-02-16T08:34:00.000-08:00

3 mths 2 days. it has all come to an end.
all the rows and rows of clothes in the bining area, the stupid ladder to get to level 4. hahaha. its all history already! but seriously, i have no regrets working for this 3 mths la. learnt alot, and i did almost everything in each department. from boxing in level 1, to boxing at 2.5 level, to doing return inwards, to picking and to hanging. and and, i learnt to drive the car! XD

i really have to thank everyone there lor. esp pooh, david, popeye. and dere's plasterman! and my jie jies in the picking area! love them lotsssssssss. <3<3<3dun the pictures look gay?!? hahahaha. pooh&uncle qiu and pooh&popeye were trying to arrange the boxes at e top. hahahahah. its jus so hilarious! ya ya, this car is damm cool!!! XDthe last set of clothes me and xue er was doing. hahaha. how blind can the person who bin this gets?!?! LOL! the design is DIFFERENT!!! =S

oh! and plasterman got my number! hahaha. and he knowsmy name! hahahha. i've always thot he dunno my name de lor. heheheheh. and dere's tis irritating and i-cant-stand uncle who asked for my no. wanted to type a wrong number de, but i tink i will feel guilty. so gave him e rite one. booo. im nt gonna ans his call! XP XP XP im evil, yes yes.

lunched at ding tai feng! yum yum. ordered so much, tt i almost fainted! the fried rice is whoa..lol! the executive approved to treat me lunch. HAHAHAHAHAHA! the money will be claimed! hahahaha. din noe i haf such power can, im jus a flexi force leh. lalalalalala~ and yup, he told me to study hard ytd when he saw me. =P all in all, THANK YOU everyone! i'll rmb all e happy memories in dere.

den it was dinner with my two favourite gurls. pasta mania! but i was still too full to enjoy it properly. hahaha. went walk walk in bugis. met val who was working dere. blah blah blah, crapped, went crazy and stuff. *aiyer* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

walked home with huiling. super funny. and we look super obscene eating our ice cream cone. LOL! den dere's this man who shook funnily! HAHA. so funny!!! lol. enjoyed my day today. thanks gurls! out again this thur! XD

alritey. TTFN! *grins* aunt hse tmr! vegetarian food and yu sheng! YES YES! like finally la. hahaha. nitey folks.

2008-02-15T22:41:00.000-08:00

people!! have i told u abt my new monitor?!?! hahaha. its 19 inches! my old one exploded and died. HAHAHAHA.

anyway, work was fine today. its a red red day! hahaha. both me and xue er wore red, and dere's ah lan. and even steve! hahahaha. its a joke when we stand together! so qiaooooooo!

most of the ppl went back at 530. even david wants me to go home. stupid. grrr. but i insisted on staying. XP

i really tink nono is funny. hahahha. and i cant stand how he and xue er click so well. HAHAHA. and tats when i took e pic! hahahah. and so, nono took a retarded pic of me. super blur cos i wanted to block. lol!
yup yup. last day of work tmr. hahaahha. i tink pooh will miss me lor. lol. free lunch today. THANK YOU POOH! hehehehe. and i'll certainly miss them. boo. im praying tat plaster man will go work tmr!!!! grrr. he went for ippt today i tink. haha. alrite alrite. im super sleepy. yawns. gonna go bed soon soon soon.

2008-02-14T23:17:00.000-08:00

its V day. boo. but its kinda sucky hur. no more exchange of gifts, hugs and all the many many goodies. BIG BIG BOO! X( and the mood jus isnt dere. grr. i miss spending V-day in skool!!!!! sadded. and its really pathetic to go work and right back home on this day hor. lol.

anyway, im realli realli surprised tat nono has a gf!! omgoshhhhhhhhh. SHOCKED/STUNNED! i jus cant belief it. hahaha.

anyway, work again tmr. 2 more days. i cant wait to SLACKKKKKK. yeahhhhhhh. but then again.....

haiyoyo. humans are the most complicated creatures. so ya ya, im going bed for now. weeeee. i cant find my 3/4 pants. boo.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! <3

2008-02-10T22:42:00.000-08:00

yawns. cny has been a really busy one this year. hahaha. went my uncle's hse ytd. chat/baby-sit/played cards as usual. hahaha. im so glad i won back wad i lost r day before. phewww. no win no lose! XD

aft tat went movie wif the unusual. HAHAHA. funny. sitting beside jenhun is a torture! he jus keeps on complaining how sucky kungfu dunk is. hahaha. junqi was luffing at him too. gahh. i thot the show was so-so la. not very very very nice, but entertaining at some point. jay chou is CUTEEEE, but i dun like his hair. HAHA. shu hui said it was very nice. so i guess it all depends how u view e film ba.

aft e movie went to jenhun's hse. tai dee-ed/ tok/crapped/gossipped all the way til this morning 7 am. wow. i cant believe how i/we did it too. broke my record sia. seriously, we din even had a wink last nite. hahaha.

so yup yup. onli had less den 4 hrs of slp todday. went to visit xue er's hse. kenny rogers-ed at marina. thot it was really really really good. but i found it okok onli leh. and e ribs tasted like ba kua to me. LOL!

okok. i wanna go check out some blogs le. ttfn- learn from huiling! hahaha. work tmr. one last wk. booo.

2008-02-08T23:30:00.000-08:00

went my ah ma hse today, many many goodies as usual. gambled. and unluncky or unlucky. boo. lost all e money i brought. even had to let my uncle lend me. booo. he's so lucky can. angry ar. lost almost 50 bucks today. but thank god, won back part of it during e last few rounds. so yup yup, my loss aint as bad. still, i've been losing tis two days. grrr.

went my uncle's new hse aft tat. stood ard. tok tok tok. haven met him for a long long time. and i guess one of my cousin has becum really charming, lol! den it was all abt jc, poly and stuff. grrr. blah blah blah.

my ulcers hurts! feel like chopping my mouth out/plucking out all my braces. GRRR! hurts hurts hurts. grr. anyway, gonna go my lil' uncle's hse tmr. yet another chance for me to win back my money. heheheh. jia you jia you! and den movie wif e unusual i guess? hahahaa. XD

2008-02-07T23:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! hahaha. yup, finally a break from working working and working. yeah! slept til 12 plus today, so shiok. hehehe. den went aunt's hse for a while. gambled as usual den it was back home to entertain all my aunties and uncles. met my victoria cousin too. wow. once in a million yrs. lol. den saw my pretty cousin too! guess wad. she wore e same dress as my niece, jus diff colour. wa. lucky dey din meet each other, XP.

and i tink my luck has kinda ran out. lost 2o over bucks today altogether. omg! so not my day. boo! i wearing red to my ah ma hse tmr. lucks lucks lucks to me! XPXPXP

oh! and jus aft e day i got back my phone. i left my wallet on e bus. AGAIN! cos i was playing the psp yet again. booo. tts jus how careless i can be. booo. and yup yup, david saves e day again. thank god! and kok leong was super nice too. he gave me back my wallet and told me nt to tell david. LOL!

alritey. gonna go munch munch. im hungry again. hehehehe. happy new year ppl! tmr will be a better day! XD XD XD

2008-02-04T23:59:00.000-08:00

alritey. just a quick post before i go bed. yawns. using my sis's mac now. its so cool. hahaha. stupid monitor of mine went blank and spoil. and the other one kinda exploded. so now, im computerless. except when my sis comes back. den i can use her lab. booo. sadded. i wan a labtop for myself too. lol.

wad an eventful day it had been, seriously. hahhaha. almost lost my phone, cos i was too engrossed in zihao's psp. hahhaha, quite fun lor. and left my phone on the bus. booo. but thanks to david. lol. he took a cab to semei to catch e bus, THANK YOUUUUUU. HAHA,though i told him i seriously dun mind losing it. XD i realli cant stand my phone anymore! GRRR. gonna get a new one aft cny.

went to tm to walk around. i haven got my cny clothes! GODDDDD! i onli bought a red top can. booo. dere's nth much in tm though. and guess wad? i met david, hahahaha, of all time and place. so qiao can. lol.

and ya ya, witnessed the aftermath of an accident when i came home. wow. just right opposite my hse. ambulance,civil defence car and police. wow. the scene was i dunnno-scary?. the motorist hit against e fence/divider of e road. once in a life time man! my sis's room got e cleqrest view of e situation. hahahaa.

i cant wait for cny! cos i need to rest. im so sick of waking up in e morning, and looking forward to the end of work each day. so meaningless! booo. i wan my life back. hahaha. i wanna stone and rot. lol. so, new yr. faster come! lalalalla~ hope i'll get my cny clothes ready soon!!!!! XD

im off. im so tired. dere's so much to sae. but i tink im too naggy! =X

2008-02-01T22:55:00.000-08:00

lalalala~ been so busy yet again. and my sis hogs on e com everyday. so yeah! she's in camp today! finally i can surf e net. muahahahaha.

work's driving me nuts nowadays. booo. 17 shipments to be done by cny. its crazy! hahaha. and david has been persuading steve, xue er and me to go back work on chu san. MADNESS! hahahahhaa. i wanna stay at home lor.

lalalala~ not much ppl did o.t today. i wonder why. hahaha. anyway, i actually prefer it this way. XD PEACE!! stupid steve and david always gang up to bully me. grrr. IRRITATING GUYS! oh, and popeye is gone. im kinda nt veri used to it. and i tink by e time he comes back, i would haf quit. boooo.

more newcomers are coming e next few days. yeah! im gonna haf a ''maid'' to do all e dirty jobs. LOL! david said to make full use to them. so ya ya. HAHAHAHA. i'll torture them. XP

i saw HIM HIM HIM HIM when i was going home. gosh! i cant belief he actually rmb me can. and i was standing such a long distance away, yet he was smiling n staring at me all e while. LOL. huiling huiling. hahahaha. now i knw why u're so crazy ove him le la. hahahahaha.

alrite alrite. enuff of crapping. i tink im gg to slp, though my sis is treating me prata AT THIS TIME! gosh. hahahaha. nitey! and i tink cecilia is coming to work tmr. hip hip hurray! miss her loads! XDXDXD

2008-01-27T21:33:00.000-08:00

where to go where to go where to go. boo. aft much thinking,i haf yet to make any deicisons. but i guess im jus gonna try out jc hur. and cam was so worried tat she called me. hahaha! the gurl who insisted tat she gets into e same skool as me. crazy woman. hahaha.

anyway, i haven submitted my appli yet. maybe later on ba. haven written down my options properly. and i need to let mummy daddy haf a look. booo. mj mj mj. wonder if i'll get in. hahaha. i tink nyjc is fine too. lalala~ and and i tink im gonna retake chinese in jc. shd i? hmmm.

boo. packed my room tday. wow. look at e pile of bks n ws i've dumped. sian. and my room is still in a mess. i need a b shelf! and i wonder when i'll haf e time to re-paint my room. lalalala~ watching xiao zhu' concert on cable. cyndi seriously cant sing man. gosh!

okok. im off. oh! and i haven gotten any stuff for cny. boo.

2008-01-25T22:41:00.000-08:00

yes yes! the big day is finally over. i was super super nervous! butterflies! gosh. thankew for all e encouragements from my seniors & friends. love love! XD

i dun tink goodmy result is , seriously. was kinda disappointing. esp my higher chinese. C6. wth!!! wad a disgrace to a hmt student. sadded. and i expected a one for humanities. boo. oh. and i gt e same marks as my sis. hahaha. was kinda shocked. but she gt a one for hmt and two for eng. not fair!

alritey. so here i am. still thinking hard. boo. i tink im trying jc. but tpjc seems realli sucky. and im nt even sure if i can cope wif e maths n bio. oh! and gg jc means running and running twice a wk. booo. IM FEELING LUAN NOW! gosh. X(

2008-01-22T22:37:00.000-08:00

yup, guess everyone has heard about it. result out on thur. *SCREAMS!* im really nervous, but i jus dun wanna tink abt it jus yet. muahahaha. and still gonna work half-day tat day. i wanna off! GRRR!

so work is getting more and more boring. i wanna DIE! and plus the new superviosr is going around to take e timing. sian! its really kinda stressful to haf eyes looking/watching/staring at u. and dey're doing it again tmr. BOO BOO BOO.

yawns. watching csi! nice nice. and den im going bed. tired tired. mummy & daddy arent back yet. wonder where dey went. lalalala~ cant wait to see my friends! XD

2008-01-20T23:10:00.000-08:00

work has been great lately i guess. i love being with them. cos dey're funny. but too bad, the mj ppl are gone. its jus left with me, xue er, nono( he really resemble him!), steve(stiff! lol.) booo. and i still dun get it. who threw my bag on e floor?!?!? GRRR. stupid. all gang up to bully me. even xue er! u evil evil.

chinatown-ed aft work ytd. ate at e hongkong restaurant. and eeew. had to force myself to eat e banana thingy. DISGUSTING! anyway, the light-ups were amazing! i love love love the fireworks! so diff from wad i usually see. and dere's fire balls! damm cool. and we went clark quey aft tat. chit-chat by e river. lalalala~ and it was realli damm suay to see big friend when i gt home. haha!

went cityhall today. walked everywhere. but i din get anything. GRRR! nth nice. sian. wanted to get e pink doro pumps. but raffles city doesnt has it. GRRRRRR. and and. went church wif my sis tday. so crowded. scary! rock auditorium is big! and i lurve e songs dey sing. its like a live concert! and learnt bout yahweh, LORDS, lords. blah blah. hahaha. and! i treated my sis to azabu ice cream. its yum yum. lurve dark choc! XD

okok. gonna slp soon. my busy weekends are over. another wk to come. boo. and im super pissed now. i did so much, yet this is how imtreated. damm! seriously lor. and yup. justin is siding me! grrr. hahahaha. HUILING! dinner soon!! i haf so so so much to tell u. bu ran wo hui bao zha de. LOL!

2008-01-16T21:54:00.000-08:00

another guy came tday. stupid david! like to throw all e newcomers to me. muahahaha. lucky got xue er to teach. muahahaha. steve steve steve. quite a nice guy i guess. super polite to uncle hua tough he's damm pissed. LOL! oh, he's from east view. HUILING!!! hehehehe.

ok. so wwad i wished would nt happen is still gonna happen. guess im e one who started this whole shyt. i invited trouble! GOSH. so. sorry, blame it all on me. booo. i dread this whole thing.

alrite. off to wash e dishes. grrrr. and im tired. yawns.

2008-01-15T21:39:00.000-08:00

been days since i've came online. whoa. busy! haven even gotten anything for cny. grrrr. anyway, work has been kinda bad. every minute has becum quite intolerable. esp with the night market at e back. GRR! xue er, u should understand tis.

i jus dun understand why ppl can be tt mean. seriously! the backstabbing in e real world is million times worse den in skool. and i seriously dread it. i feel so DISTURBED! sigh.

pay day tmr, maybe? uncle hua said so. he's on my nerves! oh, and i muz thank popeye n david. i know dey r trying hard to help me. =X hahahha. alrite. gonna go write my diary and haf an early nite. for now, its huang jing lu. lol.

get well soon, mummy!

2008-01-11T21:21:00.000-08:00

skipped ot today. im feeling really sian. hahaha. today was a funny day though. all of us were really crappy. bababba. so yup. new supervisor is coming, the mj folks are leaving. i wonder wad next wk will be like. gonna tell popeye some stuff later. grrr! i hope he can help. sigh.

ok. im going for band tmr. surprise surprise! jus gonna go for one prac first. see if i can play lor. booo. den its sp aft tat. weeeeeee. dover dover dover. xue er sae tats free ice-cream. LOL! and im ps-ing justin. whoops. too bad.

and oh my. celia n vicky so sweeettt, hehe. tat pic!!! im gonna save it. XD

ok. so im going bed. yawns! nitey.

2008-01-09T23:45:00.000-08:00

im so tired now. yawns. been out aft work for e past few days. went off at 530 today. but i seriously din noe e 3 guys will knock off at tat time too. wad coincidence can. and im super early. so went to walk ard wif tat mj guy. hahaha! and guess who i saw. muahahahaha. caz lee! u're so blind can. i thot u saw me. boohoo. anyway, tat mj guy is jus my colleague. dun tink too much! XP

so yup. the chit chat was great. dinner too. thanks justin! lol. haven gone out for quite some time le. boo. and pooh saw me! but he din call me. meanie. he thot justin was my bf. muaahahahah. luff out loud can. it jus so happen we were toking.

saw yuyang again! at tm. hahahaha. huiling is jealous. lalalala~ the cashier gurl. so funny. i bet she was super super touched when we visited.

anyway, movie with dem tmr. (MAYBE) hahaha. i wanna watch body 19. grrr. XP

2008-01-07T23:51:00.000-08:00

I say

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

-FM Static Tonight Lyrics

lurve this song! im tired. trying to burn the disc. hope it'll work.

2008-01-06T20:23:00.000-08:00

tell me how.

tell me why.

grrr.

take me awayyyyyyyyyyy.

2008-01-05T22:56:00.000-08:00

work finished at 5! yeah. was kinda happy. hahahaha. anyway, made more friends today. another mj de. oh, almost lost my locker keys today. and yes yes. im so so so so glad tat mj guy came to help me. so touched! he ran aft me u know. muahahaha. but he gt gf le. SADDED. owells. luckily, managed to find it in e end aft popeye came. X) thank god!

ok. i cant burn e disc. cos i haf no idea where e empty ones ar. too bad! another day hur. im so super tired. e pineapple tarts & cookies my aunt made are yum yum! XD work tmr. gonna take a lift from popeye! YES YES! but he's nt replying my msg. GRR!

trying hard to find the direction in my life! <3

2008-01-04T07:09:00.000-08:00

work work work. yawns. i need more slp! ever since my sis starts skool, i haven been able to wake up on time k. cos she always wake me up before i shd even be up. GRRR. had to take a cab dere today. grrr! supreme cab! wahahahah. but e fare is ex lor. sian.

popeye had meeting wif e bosses today. sian. haf to finish 6 shipments by tue. crazy! so yup, from now til den, we'r working til 10 even during e weekends. damm scary! gosh. anyway, more newcomers. hahaha. and me, being e friendliest person made friends wif dem. hahaha. everyone thot tat gurl was my friend la. but we onli met like 5 minutes. lol.

dey'r from mj! and dey're chelsea's friend. so qiao. hahaha. so i tok to e guy la. know more bout jc life. he's nicholas-look-a-like, like wad xue er said. lol. decent-looking la. better den e other new guy. idiot lor. irritating. i muz be mad to start toking to him first. GRRR. still said my face black. fine! i shall smile like dere's no tmr at work from now on.

ok. suddenly alot ppl tok to me today. weird. k, nitey. i wanna slpppppppp. yawns.

loved!

2008-01-02T22:37:00.000-08:00

happy 2008 ppl. new year's eve has been an unforgettable one for me. XD chijmes was great great. everyone was dancing to e make-u-wanna-dance/high/nice music. love it! its so much better den all e lousy dance floors i've been to. went home at4++ am. wad a record. XD

yup. and its onli the second day of e new year and im feeling so crappy. my life have nt turned for e better aft all. im nt angry, jus upset. god, stop testing my limits. will i even haf chance of a turning pt. X(

i had a bad day.

2007-12-30T20:25:00.000-08:00

my stupid keyboard is mad again. grrr. today jus isnt a good day for me. booo. plaster man gave me this! ALVIN! its so so so so adorable! hahaha. yup. gonna work wif newcomers tmr. hallelujah! god bless. and stupid david is gonna start torturing me tmr. stupid can. he totally pissed me off today. GRRRR.

anyway, things are changing. boo. good times never seems long enuff. hopefully with xuer er & kee han joing me,i'll feel some excitement to go work hur. hope dey can tahan. muahahahaha. ok. im gonna add some songs into my phone & mp3. finally gt e song david wanted.

and 2007 is gonna end so soon. almost forgot bout counting down tmr. wow.

2007-12-29T21:04:00.000-08:00

work tmr. gonna be their last day already. grrr. i dun wanna work alone sia. sian sian sian. but anyway, newcomers r coming on mon. and two are gonna be under me. muahahahahahaha. youngsters pls! no aunties&ah peks! if nt i'll go mad. i wanna make more friends! and david gonna teach me how to do checklist stuff. slack can. lol!

dou nu-ing now. grrr. i wan her to go wif zi cong!! GRRRR. dun like mike he. bish bish bish. alrite. i tink im going bed soon. i need my slp!!! XD

2007-12-28T00:01:00.000-08:00

work was i-dunno-how to sae. all e guys are working their last day today, and my sis&cecilia will be gone next wk. den im all alone. sigh. sian man. im nt sure if i can tolerate all e shyt on my own too. wth can. juz b'cs me&leong went home at e same time means dere's smth on between us la. WTHWTHWTH! tok behind my back. all the 2-faced bitches!!

fire drill today-second time. so hilarious can. everyone needs to climb down e stairs& assemble. its like in sch can. i cant help but luff! den e boss started yanking. blah blah blah. like i care. XP

oh. and mjc concert was cool. dey were so high. elicia gt e chance to play solo, i muz sae she's realli good. but e hall jus isnt a gd place for e concert leh, the sound wasnt tat full&whole. and chelsea is still as mad as always. LOL. anyway, im gonna go bed le. im super super super tired. yawns. i need a rest. nitey folks.

2007-12-26T14:08:00.000-08:00

yeah! im back home. finally found the time to surf the net. took half-day leave today! XD hopefully, the get-together at shermaine's will be fun & exciting. haha. i've prepared almond jellies for everyone. its edible ok! everyone jus doesnt belif i made it. bish!

hahaha. and i tink im losing contact with everyone already. later will be a good chance for some chatting i guess! and and my mouth hurts like hell. grrrr. I OFFICIALLY HATE BRACES! my whole mouth's scratched by e rough-surfaced metals. boo. kill me now!

okok. im off to do some last minute preparation for later on. XD
HAPPY BOXING DAY!

tell me its all but a dream.
tell me im thinking too much.
tell me im wrong.
someone help me! grrr.

2007-12-25T23:50:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO. merry xmas. hahaha. spending xmas at home isnt tat bad wad. i jus love slacking around. muahahaha. juz got back from my aunt's hse. the xmas feast was yum yum yum. i luv e shepherd's pie, my nephew's bdae cake was yum yum too! hahaha.

my xmas eve was jus as fun! lalalala~ steamboat at marina was GREAT! finally the 5 of us reunited! hahahahaha. i luv the cockles, mussels wadeva. gift-exchanged at cityhall. yes! i luv all e presents! and its funny when junqi&jenhun came to find us. LOL. i cant believe junqi called to sae how much he misses us. MUAHA!

okok. so i really had much fun this xmas. no pictures though. lalalalala~ thank you for all the wishes, presents- esp the one tt was sent to my home. muahahahhaha.and and vicky! i love love love love love her! my dearest senior-u're missed as well!

MERRY XMAS! HAPPY BDAE,
MY DEAREST DARYL! <3

2007-12-20T07:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
love you love you love you.
XD

im too tired to blog. im off! yawns. braces tmr. i tink im getting red! hahaha. and i know my mouth's gonna hurt like shyt. boo.

a promise is a promise.
i'll keep it even if i dun like it.
sealed!

2007-12-18T23:56:00.000-08:00

im so tired. yawns. OT-ed til 10 today. many more OTs tis wk i guess. cos everyone has already stopped their stuff to help mark&spencer wif e picking. dere's so so so so much more to be sent to the different outlets in sg. gosh! u wun wanna see e list. hahaha! almost fainted. but i was helping david, so it wasnt hardwork at all. he's e one tat seems pissed n fustrated. crazy man.

oh. and i heard tat maybe we might be working shift soon. yeah yeah yeah. i wanna work from 8 to 8! gonna be so cool. muahahhaha.

ok. so xmas gathering at shermaine's tis fri. gift exchange as well. omg. im so so so nt prepared. hahaha. guessed im taking off tat day. since im going to put my braces in the morning. OHHHHH! and tat means i cant eat. o man! hallelujah.

okok. gonna go dry my hair and do some xmas preparation. muahahhaha. im tired!

2007-12-17T23:46:00.000-08:00

time seems to be passing really slowly. work was tiring. all e packing and stuff. and the renovation work has made everywhere so messy. grrr. hate it. and wats wif the guys dere today. super irratating can. grrr. anyway, got my pay today. weee.shall go cut my hair tis weekend, it has been out of shape for a long long time. lalala~

im having a super bad headache. so yup yup. im off. x'mas party/get-together at shermaine's tis week. wow wow wow. i cant wait! huiling!!!!!! u better take off on tt day. i dun care i dun care i dun care!! grrr. dun ps me. lol. =X

all the best for those taking their results. cecilia, i'll be praying for u at work! =D

2007-12-16T22:05:00.000-08:00

im back! shopping at bugis was !#$%^. got stepped umpteen times. gahh. but i've gotten 2 dress, new pumps & my aunt's bdae prezzie. no xmas present though. hahaha! seriously i haf no idea wad to get for her. so ya, next wk i'll get it. more dresses hopefully! hehe.

ok. so star search was funny. esp the part where chris & fann was together. FUNNY FUNNY. and and dere's lu! mygod. he's so super duper charming! im drooling! gosh gosh gosh! its the goong song! and dere's xiao zhu later. wooo. but he wasnt funny today. booo.

okok. im off! work tmr. i hope everything will be fine. no arguments pls! oh caz! hagen got his own album! wahahahhahaha. go get it la. ur idol! MUAHAHAHAHAHA! =X

2007-12-15T20:49:00.000-08:00

audition sux totally. all i can say is screwed. haha. anyway, i din realli practiced. so ya, i dun realli care. if i really get in mj, its super tyco. lalalala~

work today was grrr. david wsnt himself. cecilia&him sorta argued. grrr. i hate tat tense atmosphere can. last day at tt department still argue. haiyoyoyoyo. i realli hope dey will start toking again. monday going to a new department. i hope i get a nice picker, no auntie no uncle pls. and no vulgar guys! and and. i hope it'll be so much fun-er! XD

my mind is filled with a million qns once again. grr. i dunno when i should work til leh. david keep persuading me to stay. hahahahaha. anyway, walls came jus now. i din notice til she left. grrr. i wan ice cream!!!! owells.

tmr off. thank god. i need to slp. gonna go shop shop for xmas presents too. hehehe. im off. im exhausted!

HAPPY BDAE BING BING! XD my partner for life!

2007-12-13T23:29:00.000-08:00

im absolutely exhausted rite now. woke up bright n early. yup yup. gotten the clarinet, but i bet jia jun was cursing me for waking him up. sorry sorry. anyway, im seriously nt prepared for tmr's audition. and wats with the stupid scales i got to memorise. grrr. B flat major is C concert, G major is A concert blah blah blah. GRRR. but seriously i miss playing the clarinet.

i guess im more excited abt the movie tmr aft work wif pooh, popeye, david, cecilia n my sis. lol. ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS! hahaha. sort of a department outing hur. gonna be so so so cool. i've never watch movie wif uncles in my entire 16 years of life. hoho.

alrite. back to looking at some fingerings n i'll go lala land. best of lucks to me tmr. i jus wanna try my luck, not disgrace/embarrass myself! grr! XD

2007-12-12T22:24:00.000-08:00

cecilia ps-ed me today. leave me all alone with tt naggy viet. woman. grrr! clothes hang wrong de all my fault. too much! lucky david saved me. if nt i'll seriously die. but den again. he din tear off e price tag lor, and i helped him to get scolded. stupid old man.

ok. so mj called me to go for audition again. third time. i guess god jus wan me to give it a try. so yup yup. im gg over to jian jun's hse to borrow the clar. gonna prac a day, all e lil' time i've had. im jus gonna gif it a try i guess. at least i'll neva regret in future.

ok. im gonna bath&eat. hungry hungry hungry.

2007-12-11T22:29:00.000-08:00

my teeth hurts as usual.

the metal pieces are cutting my flesh!

grrr.

horrible.

braces will be up next wk.

kinda dreading it.

boo.

work was fine, im under david now.

he has seriously extreme moodswing.

weirdo. lol!

cecilia's hilarious. bomb-barding me wif qns.

hahaa.

alrite. im off.

gotta cut some cucumber to put on my eye.

my dark rings are SCARY!

booooo.

2007-12-10T22:20:00.000-08:00

juz got back home.

david treated dinner. again.

nyway, im feeling kinda disturbed now.

if onli my mind stop tinking/inferring.

grrrrr.

wad a complicated society.

dental app. tmr. GRRR.

more pain to come.

all the lil' kind gestures.

yet it seems so ____.

im seriously disturbed!

HAPPY BDAE MY DEAREST WANTON! XD

2007-12-09T07:58:00.000-08:00

watched the golden compass ytd. its so damm nice!!! i cant wait for e sequel. maybe i shal go buy the book and read it. haha. aijisen was so so. been eating it quite often. but yup. finally see them, alive&around. LOL!

today's weather wasnt tat good. but at least the rain stopped for us to play! hahaha. din managed to tan. boohoo. dinner was great great great. had much fun. and beer tasted like shit! three gulps of it is awful! nyway, mache was fine! photo-taking as well! so yup yup. pics soon i hope. im off to bath!

working tmr. i hope i wun fall asleep can. somemore gonna go for coffee with david aft work tmr. wa. can die! so yup yup, im off. XD thanks for all e fun & luff-ters ppl! lol.

that is wad i call- ''man-ness'' XD

2007-12-07T22:40:00.000-08:00

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

working tmr. yeah. OT OT OT! haha.
and gathering is off. so yeah! dinner with the usual. h
aven seen dem since exams finished.
im so excited!
wonder wats for dinner tmr. lalalala~

it takes great pain to- SMILE.
boo. my lips are nt healing. X(

2007-12-06T22:34:00.000-08:00

What's wrong with the world, mama

People livin' like they ain't got no mamas

I think the whole world addicted to the drama

Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma

work was alrite. cut my finger. and my leg got injured when i was moving the chair. stupid can! pooh was nice, asked me to help him when sirui went home. david was as usual, irritating me. ah pek jiu shi ah pek. generation gap man! dun understand the lingo which youngsters use.

and my mouth still hurts. boo. the metal/braces protrudes out. so now my inner lips haf ulcer. boo. i tink i swallowed one of the separators. haha! alrite. mummy's back! gonna ask her hows her exam today. hahaa. work work work tmr. i've ran out of pants & shirts. sian! XD

2007-12-04T22:28:00.000-08:00

nope nope. haven realli got my braces yet. onli had it on two teeth. and i paid 500 bucks for today's appointment. boo, dere goes my three-wk pay. sadded. and yup yup,my teeth aches like siao now. stupid rubber thingy got out of place when i was chewing on veggie. grrr.

today jus isnt a good day i guess. everyone seems so odd esp david. kept following me around and making me read between the lines. i jus hate it when he turns so serious. grrr! and anyway, a 40+ plus ah pek can be realli stubborn. hahaha. kept probing me the meaning of crap. im nt telling. LOL.

next wk i'll be free. yes yes! im so sorry. been rejecting all the offers of going out&celebrating bdae. so guilty can. grrrr. so yes. gonna leave a few days for all e fun! XD

let it last.

2007-12-03T23:08:00.000-08:00

dental appointment tmr. boo. gonna haf to travel all e way to outram for e next few tuesdays for braces. boo. ma fan. taking half-day off tmr. and i hf no idea why e doctors wanna see me. no more blood tests pls! and dun take out e stitiches! its gonna hurt like !#$%^&* my gum is hurting too. cant eat properly. sigh. stupid stupid.

anyway, i jus realise miss monkey's bdae is coming. omigosh. and i haf no idea wad we/they gonna do. and wats worse. my sis is taking off on tat day, so i tink its unlikely tt i can off. god! of all days. and i haven been rmbing bdae lately. grrr.

alrite. back to romantic princess epid 12! weeeeee. den im going bed. and i dun tink i wanna buy W810i. been playing wif david's and i tink e keypad is kinda uncomfortable to work wif. booo. any nice phones coming soon? i had enuff of mine! GRRRRRRR. nitey folks~

2007-12-02T19:55:00.000-08:00

wad a lazy sunday. been doing nth. except reading my bk, helping my dad to edit his presentation's script. and i dyed my hair already! haha. but the colour cant be seen leh. boo boo boo. maybe i'll dye a brighter colour again soon. lalalala~

work again tmr! and its payday. but dere hasnt been much overtime lately. guess im quitting soon. but den again, im so so so gonna miss e ppl dere. x(

alrite alrite. back to watching sweet relationship. its nt as nice as romantic princess though. and its kinda weird. hou pei cen juz graduate from uni, yet she cant find a job or type properly?!?! irony! and she keep speaking dialect in e show which is so super duper weird! lol.

2007-12-01T16:37:00.000-08:00

finally finished 11 epid of romantic princess! yeah. and the story is kinda expected and lame at some parts. lalalala~ and i tink the show should be ending soon ba. cos the yeye like gonna die soon?!?! hahaha. anyway, i lurve jing jing jing. muahahaha. cai olso not bad wad. he's kinda charming in the show. so ppl, stop saying tat he's ugly! grrr. XD gonna watch dou nui, i wonder if its nice. lalalala~

alrite. back to show! lalala~ 鬥牛·要不要 is kinda boring at e front i guess. booooo.

2007-12-01T03:15:00.000-08:00

yawns. its 315am already. but im still you-tubing. no work til monday. so, no worries! hahaha. finished 7 ep of romantic princess. o my o my, i lurve lurve wu chun can! he's sooooooooooooo charming! im falling in lurve with him all over again. thats e power of taiwan series! alrite alrite. im gonna go bed soon. more shows waiting for me tmr. hehe.

winnie the pooh! thanks for the honey wdv cake. XD

i hate this sour-ish tinge in me.
shoo shoo.

2007-11-28T23:16:00.000-08:00

aftermath of surgery- my face is damm damm swollen, as if i've got fishballs in my mouth. stupid lor. grrr. and tat stupid guy said i was chubby. pls lor. my face isnt as fat as tis can. and i cant chew properly, need to tilt to e right. boo. the stitches are so so so painful.

stupid david & winne the pooh, keep teasing me. but at least pooh has been nice to me, buying tao hui & papaya for me. hahaha. he said i look like chipmunk, so he gt me nuts. i said he look like pooh, so im buyinh him honey! wahahhaa. and david. wrote a damm chim essay so i haf treat him lemon tea. lol. grrrrrrr.

went john little sales aft work. super crowded. but i managed to stock up my bra. hahahahhaa. damm embarrassing can. cos the cashier is a guy. was controlling my luff-ter. lalalalala~

okok. i missed csi miami cos mummy wanna watch other show. den csi ny is boring. so im going bed soon. better nt be late tmr. taxi fare is 7 plus. GRRRRR!

2007-11-26T22:54:00.000-08:00

prom ytd wasnt as bad as i thought. haha. everyone looked gorgeous. but my hair really sux can. at least 20 pins. lol. the atmosphere was good. but food was extremely lousy. i din even ate much. booo. dance floor was cool. everyone was dancing to it. lol.

den it was pictures pictures and more pictures. hahaha. my card reader is still missing. boo. so i haf no idea when i can upload e pictures. lalala~ and aft tat wanted to go esplanade to slack. but we couldnt find e way, and we were already walking wif our barefoot. so went home! lol. and and i lurve the bear. THE BEAR! ha.

surgery today was grrrr. had to change to a disgusting robe. and wait and wait and wait. the docs& nurse super rough can. the ma zhui yao damm fast. less than 20s i fall asleep ready. lol. when i woke up, my mouth damm swollen& i cant feel much lor. the needle on my hand damm pain.

den den. stupid nurse. curse her sia. she poke her fingers when stitching my wound. so we both ended up having to go for a blood test. AGAIN! freaking hell can. twice again somemore. stupid nurse sae cant find my vein. !#$%^&*!#$ now my hands & arms are filled with plasters, blue-black n needle holes. booo. its so so so so so painful. and i cant eat. haven eaten anything for e whole day exp mshed potato&porridge water. diet sia! haha.

my mouth hurts too. keep dripping blood. and i cant close my mouth properly. grrr. alrite alrite. gonna slp soon. work tmr! yes yes. i can do it!! XP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)

2007-11-24T22:07:00.000-08:00

thanks for making me feel as though i shouldn't even be there.

freak.

stupid prom.

i dun even understand why i actually agreed to go for it.

all i want- a long, good rest at home all by myself.

2007-11-23T23:30:00.000-08:00

blood test yrd was horrible. got tis young doctor. my god. i was too afrad to look at e needle. hahhaha. stupid lor. she said she cant find my veins, so i had to poke TWICE! GRRRRR. almost fainted when she told me. and now my two spots still gt blue-black. argh argh.

work was as usual. got to work Ot today. yes yes yes. stupid auntie. gettting on my nerves. lalala~ but i'll miss miss miss working. really lor. the ppl dere. boo. tink i wun be working soon le. the stock left are quite little ready. booooooooooo.

medicure tmr. prom the day aft. surgery the day aft the day aft. wa. i dun feel like going prom!! tink i'll look the most shitty. cos im nt even anticipating it. boohooo. X(

2007-11-21T23:53:00.000-08:00

blood test tmr.

crap.

im super scare.

thick needles.

omigosh omigosh omigosh.

den its back to work again.

im so tired.

today's csi is boring&complicated.

there's so much on my mind.

i hate tis feeling.

and yes. i miss miss miss u guys.

2007-11-20T07:41:00.000-08:00

my godddddd.
so many things happened and i feel so disturbed now.
how how how how.

and yes.
ah lian&gang are sacked!
weeeeeee.
and many has been/will be retrenched as well.
things aint gonna be e same.

and back.
im so packed tis week.
save me!!!
i need to do my blood test by fri at outram.
my prom stuff are nt ready.
i have yet to dye my hair.
and i lost my stupid forms/letter for my surgery tis mon.
!#$%^&*($^&*
maybe i'll take leave on wed?!?!
boooooooooooooooooooo.

and.
HAPPY BDAE JUSTIN! im so so so so sorryyyyyyy. X(

2007-11-18T19:50:00.000-08:00

made a new friend today! haha. actually saw him a few times. but we juz din tok. lalala~ work as as usual. had to go to other department to do stuff. stupid uncle. onli noe how to ask ppl do. bish bish! and im sick! boo. my throat hurts like shyt. and my nose isnt good as well. boohoooooo.

anyway, its payday tmr! weeeeee. gonna go buy skinnies aft work tmr! gonna buy lime green skinny! 4 lime green skinny VS 2 red skinny. haha. i wonder wat e bitches will do. WAHAHAHAHA.

juz started watching romantic princess for less den 10 min and im having second thought abt it. i suppose its yet another show wif similar plot?!?! lol. im off. gonna slp at9 today. damm tired!

2007-11-17T20:17:00.000-08:00

im so so so so drained.

wow. been working long hrs for e past dew days.

and yes. im working tmr!

and im happy with it.

cos its 100 bucks a day!!

LALALALA~

but seriously, tat auntie who's pestering me is getting on my nerves.

ARGHHHHHHH.

but i feel so guilty aft toking to her so impolitely.

GRRRRRRR.

wth is wrong with me man.

2007-11-15T23:37:00.000-08:00

forgot to bring my pass out. oops.

i wanna dye my hair.

i wanna buy more clothes.

i want more skinnies.

i hope tat e bitch get fired!

2007-11-14T23:32:00.000-08:00

cutters, tape & boxes are now my best friends.

hahaha.

work work work.

omigosh!!!

2007-11-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

YEAH YEAH YEAH! o level is finally over! weeeeeee. time to throw all my bks aside and enjoy for e next few months! lalalala~ had so much fun shopping at bugis n vivo. grrr. my legs are aching terribly now. and im super exhausted.

hahaha. but i muz sae dinner was great-a restarant by e sea!!! and live singing of all-time favourite oldies. and and great service. HAHAHA. had so much fun today. XD

my auntie finally found job for me. yeah! starts tmr. i hope it'll be fun&cool. lalala~ im off.

jaded.

2007-11-11T19:31:00.000-08:00

last minute invitation aint for me.

all i want is the basic respect.

2007-11-09T14:02:00.000-08:00

been up the whole morning watching naruto. nice nice. hahaha. 19 downs, hundreds to go. XD and im so glad sasuke isnt dead! YEAH YEAH! alrite. gonna go rest my eyes soon. lalalala~

ghost whisperer tonight! =)

if only. if only.

2007-11-08T18:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY DEPAVALI! XD
woke up at 2pm. shiok-ness!
hahaha.
anyway, im clearing my bks/files/junks soon.
ppl who are interested pls let me noe
before i donate/burn/throw!
lalalala~
if only tue comes quickly.
im so looking forward to the sun sand n beach!
XD

im too afraid to face it.

2007-11-07T23:09:00.000-08:00

aft so long of being imprisoned. im finally out at town. shop shop shop shop. tinking abt prom prom prom prom. from orchard to cityhall. my legs are aching now. booo. the hokkiado ice cream was realli great. so is dinner from new york new york. and pool. got my first touch of it. and i totally sux. HAHAHAHA! anyway, today was realli great!

are we friends or are we not.
u told me once but i forgot.

2007-11-04T16:07:00.001-08:00

im so going nuts!!!

GRRRR.

2007-11-02T12:12:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!

one week of torture.

4 more papers to go.

weeeee.

so im finally online aft so so so so long.

channel 56 is showing xing guang da dao.

hahaha. yang zong wei gt punked.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

but i still love kuai le xing qi tian so much better.

tonight tonight tonight. yeah!

alrite.

goodbye my lover. goodbye my friends.

i'll be back soon soon soon soon.

BIOLOGY & SS on e same day. BOOOOO!

2007-10-18T05:06:00.000-07:00

hmm. yup. i've read the news. its just felt so wrong. so sudden. imagine your primary school classmates passed away in an accident. boo. was telling myself he wasnt who casslyn was toking abt tis morning. but boohoo. life is unpredictable. and how true can it be. it juz felt so so so wrong for anyone tis young to go.

treasure life i must say.

2007-10-15T07:41:00.000-07:00

Floating down the dream river.
With the moon and stars above.
Maybe they can help me find a way.

practical starts tmr. omigosh. im feeling so nervous rite now. hopefully everything turns out well. tata. OXOX

2007-10-14T03:49:00.000-07:00

I swear.
By the moon and stars in the sky.
I'll be there.
I swear.
Like the shadow thats by your side.
I'll be there.
For better or worse.

i've finally started studying. and yes! i HATE HATE PHYSICS. wahahaha. im off. my favourite show is showing soon! XD

2007-10-12T23:42:00.000-07:00

its finally the last day of skool. the day i've been looking forward to all these years. YEAHHHHH! im officially a GRADUATE. but of cos, i'll miss my dear friends and 4e5! school's just aint the same with u guys! lurve lurve lurve. XD my pics wun be up soon i guess. stupid card reader went missing. boo.

dun push your luck too far.
theres a limit to everything.

2007-10-06T20:33:00.000-07:00

im not angry.
im not sad.
everything's just a great great disappointment.
avoiding it all, but can i.

2007-09-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

Another color turns to grey.

And it’s just too hard.

to watch it all.

slowly fade away.

my sore throat is killing me. grrr! anyway, studying today doesnt seems effective. haha. busy drawing/lip-reading/stoning. boo! gonna do my maths and poa now. been surfing e net for a while.

checked thru my e-mails. deleted many many of them. remembered many stuff tt happened. wow. memories.

tuition tmr at 8! boo. hope i can wake up. dinner at grandma hse tmr! yeah. i cant waittttt. crab crab crab. hehe. XD

reality, accepted.

2007-09-28T23:28:00.000-07:00

It's late and i'm feeling so tired

having trouble sleepingthis constant compromise,

between thinking and breathing

could it be I'm suffering,

because I'll never give in

wont say that I'm falling in love (please please)

Tell me I dont seem myself,

couldn't I blame something else,

just dont say I'm falling in love

some kind of therapy, is all I need (all I need)

please believe me (please believe me)

some instant remedy,

that can cure me completely

2007-09-25T22:19:00.000-07:00

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! boo. i miss the playing wif lanterns and candles like we did last year. anyway, it has been a horrible day today. and i guess tis few wks will be juz as horrible. been telling ppl not to be discouraged. but here i am, feeling tat way.

im off. studying again. phy phy and more phy. and and. mr khoo came today. how i wish he was still teaching us. i love mooncakes! XD

prom or not.

2007-09-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

Say goodbye to the people
You don't need in your life
Say goodbye to the heartache
And darkness of the night
Say hello to the risin of the sun
There will always be a brighter day
You got to carry on

my muscles are aching from e jog ytd. boo.
constantine later. yeah! alrite. im off.

let me pass bio!

2007-09-21T20:36:00.000-07:00

TGIF! got home right aft skool today.

currently in the motivated mood lately. i haf no idea how long it'll last. hopefully until o level?!? im super super depressed by my results. though i onli got back eng p2, chem and geo. boo! i bet the others will be so much worst.

watching my fave show on 56. i love the singing competition! haha. alrite. im off. more chem for me! mol mol mol mol. boo! tuition at 6pm tmr? omg. im feeling relunctant. but my sci is really horrible.

suicidal.

2007-09-19T22:00:00.000-07:00

yeah! prelims are finally all over. been having fun lately. sometimes i juz feel that o level is over. god! my motivation level is going down down and down each day. bet its going lower aft i've taken my results. boo.

slp e whole day today. guess im realli tired. had a stupid stupid dream, almost a nightmare. hahaha. made pudding wif my sister juz now. its yum yum! gonna go soon! haven made e birthday card for my sis.

off! tuition tmr. boo.

convincing myself again and again.

2007-09-16T21:21:00.000-07:00

phew. my aunties and uncle juz went out wif mum and dad. had to slp wif my aunt last nite. grrr. and i couldnt slp. hahaha. cos e snore was juz too much for me. =X uh oh.and it was uncomfortable slping wif someone i haf never seen before except when i was realli small. boo. im still slpy now!

lalala. my the other auntie wanted to gif me money. haha. as always. she has been doing tat since i was juz a little girl. but obviously my mum refused. boohoo. lol.

watched simpsons last nite. boring boring boring. i onli like e part abt spider-pig! LOL! the rest was okok.

bio prac tmr. omigosh. but i tink im sitting at e last row. so get to see everyone's. hehe. gonna read up a lil abt bio later. and my mum left me wif housework to do. grrr! breakfast tmr, i tink! XD

2007-09-15T21:30:00.000-07:00

din manage to go out today. boo! next wk i guess. hahaha. slacked e whole day today. haha. kfc for lunch. yum yum. but i kinda lost my apppetite when my sis comment abt e hair on e chicken. pure disgust!

haha. tried doing some poa mcq. but all e qns i did seems to be wrong wrong and wrong. grrr. make me so depressed. do again later! lol.

my auntie from malaysia is staying wif us today. lalalala~ so mummy n daddy gonna slp in my room. boohoo. watching axn extreme. its so eew! lol. im off! XD

i love rascal flatts! XP

2007-09-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

TGIF! woooo. paper was horrible horrible horrible. dun even wan to tok abt it. grrrr.

but lunch at katong aft tat was fantastic! teriyaki chicken potato salad was yum yum. and its so worth it la. juz tat e waitress dere gets on my nerve. GRR! katong is kinda a cool place. lalala~

eat and eat. im so full. hadnt had my dinner til now. lalala~

ok. im off. gonna haf a gd rest tonight. yawns. deprived of slp. collecting e stuff tmr. and shop shop
wif e gurls. yeah!

ghost whisperer today. oops. almost forgot.

up up and away.

2007-09-12T21:23:00.000-07:00

phy paper was i-dunno. haha! din studied tat much. so i dun expect alot. lalalala! bio tmr. onli did a few mcqs. boo! im juz so nt in e mood for studying. goshhhhhhh!

watched tis retarded thing my friend showed me. gonna be real embarrassed if im e one. muahaha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-4y-UNne_g&NR=1

anyway, breakfast tmr! yeah. been ages since i've had. gonna try doing some poa later. it'll be too too late otherwise. byeeee.

my limit's almost there.
save me.

2007-09-11T14:30:00.000-07:00

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow

And each road leads you where you wanna go

And if you're faced with a choice,

and you have to choose

I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed

I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window

If it's cold outside

show the world the warmth of your smile

But more than anything, more than anything

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to

Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small

You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there getting where you're getting to

I hope you know somebody loves you

and wants the same things too

Yeah, this, is my wish.

-RASCAL FLATTS

currently my favourite song. XD lalala~ watching why why love. last epid is soooooo sad. grrr! 4 more parts to go. gosh! how nice can huoyan be. grrrrr! how i wish e ending turn out otherwise.

yup yup. i know i should be studying now. but i juz cant. hahaha. will do it soon!!! im off.

2007-09-10T13:03:00.000-07:00

papers was so so today. hmm. hope i'll do well. and bio's tmr. o crap! the horror. no more f9 pls! grrr. gonna burn midnite oil i guess. boo!

alrite. im off. XD

breathe in. breathe out.